* L.O.V.E *

Something happened for the very first time with you, my heart melts into the ground, and i found something true, i have fallen in love with you... Maybe you haven't realize it for the first time, neither do i.. For every couple, they all started with just a simple friend relationship. A little feeling at the beginning is enough to trigger the passion towards a person at the end... That what have happened on me... Hahaz..

Me and her started with just friend... Everyday go to school, meet each other, share along funny things... without my knowledge, she slowly gain a VIP place in my heart... (VIP is stands for Very Important People, not Very Important Pig ok??) hmm... i told 1838 at first... so i think she is the first one who know lu~

Erm... About the processes, lazy to write la... skip to recently la.. But first, i want to strongly state that me and her is not a couple now... (this statement is true until 1.36pm, 31st of August)
hehe... what she told me of course i can't write in here... She definitely will kill me de la...

She knew that the feeling i have towards her... Time is what she need i think... For me, there is no need to be rush... I only hope to see her happy lo everyday... (Every guy sure want to see his loved one to be happy la...) I can only tell you that everything i did for her just to win her heart la honestly... Maybe after anyone read this feel "cold" lor.. Sry lor.. but that what in my mind la..

Lastly, i just want to tell her that,

I promise you

I’m always there...
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you...
When you need a friend
I'll always be by your side...

what a wednesday night... ~

Actually this night is just like every nights before... Online-ing, chatting, watching tv, sms-ing... Almost every night, the same routine... The only thing which distinct this night from others is i writing this blog, which i seldom do in most time...

I don't have anything to say lor... Just going to write a few lines...

Just a few minutes ago, i was reading ah miao a.k.a 8537's blog. Hers blog are going to become a forum site already... A lot and a lot of comments were posted in each of the post... and the most recent post already have 7 comments.. hahaz.. But don't know she had read them or not lor.. One thing which is obvious is my english not as good as hers, and also 8837's english... So my blog would not be as interesting as theirs la... i wonder how they can write such a good english huh???

So, sorry for stopping right here la nah... i will edit this post later on.. Coz' kinda late already... Need to have a nice sweet sleep... hahaz.. so c yea...

Lonely = Need someone beside = Need LOVE???

When u r lonely, u certainly need someone to be your side... For some people, they couldn't stand the feeling of being lonely... being disconnected from friends... For me, this is the worst thing which i never want to face... Coincidently, someone also hate the feeling to be alone... This feeling of hatred against loneliness make us a good friend now...

Before this, that mean when form six started, we just a normal friend... That time, she still have someone to accompany her.. During school hours.. During recess.. or sometimes even after school.. For me, that period of time, we just friend... But after that, the boy who always accompany her left for a better future, which for me, i will never choose that road... hahaz...

So, after he left, she become a little more lonely than before... No more people accompany her... No more people eat with her in the canteen... Luckily still got some friends who still with her... including me... I am not very sure when i be so friend with her... Just i remember that, i start to pay a little more attention to her...

Ever since then, i kinda getting closer and closer to her... But yet recently, i received a bad news from her... She going to leave L6SP... I knew this long before, but still, it is a unbearable feeling... To see her leaving me... Far from where i can see her... uh-uhh... that is hurt... ( just like the chemical bond.. the bond will get weaker as the distance get longer and longer...) Aikz..

I HATE THIS FEELING~

~ Dilemma ~

Really in dilemma now... Tonnes of homework... Brainstorming questions from examinations... And plus some others private problems... These combination really can drive me crazy... Luckily, i have all my friends... Helping me without knowing that they are helping me... Hehe.. Don't understand??? Nevermind... Because that is not the main issue in this blog.. Hahaz..

Time is a good medicine for treating love sickness la.. It is true... Finally after a period of time, I think that i already let her go out of my mind... Hmm.. That should be a gud news for me... Hehe... But the other reason, beside time factor, is that someone wake me up from this almost endless love sickness lor... Firstly, thank you to her first... Thanks for waking me up... Thanks for bringing back the confident to me... Thanks for your everything...

Last few years.. I not really know her lor.. I just know she is the shortest girl lor.. hahaz... But this year, I really have a good opportunity to get to know more about her... She didn't changed a lot since last year.. Just straightened the hair onli lor.. hahaz.. But she looks better la in the new hair style.. (although looks kinda like Sergeant Keroro lor) ^^ [p/s: for those who dono what is sergeant keroro.. see the picture below]


(this is the sergeant keroro lor..)

- 重出江湖 -

Hmm... It's been a long time since the last time I posted my last blog.. Kinda missing blogging too sometimes.. Hehe.. To me, blogging is just a simple "diary" to let me express anything i want... Letting other people who I am without telling them who I am or how I am... (sumthg wrong wif the sentence).. So, instead of only seeing me in school.. hopefully sometimes you would view my blog to know me.. thanks a lot yea..

Today... 2 'pretty' girls come to our class.. hehe.. they not the prettiest la.. but still in the group of lengz la... hahaz.. so don misunderstand with the ' ' sign... Don't why this few weeks we started a dull, but kinda excited "game".. that is teasing other people waist... hehe.. some people won feel anything when someone just pock his/her hand to his/her waist.. but for me.. hahaz.. it will be a terrible shock when someone just pock me suddenly.. hehe... Although i scare of this.. I won't stopping from teasing other people.. hahaz.. especially the "labi-labi- galz.. hahaz.. n the "highest" girl in our class..

Hmm.. but talk about the "highest galz" in our class, she gonna be ex-classmate of our class lor.. Why??? She made up her mind to change to art class lor.. Hmm.. One of the reason she wanna change to art class is because she don't want to study chemistry.. Or i should say that is her only reason gua... Hahaz.. Anyway, that is her choice la.. Hopefully she will have a brighter future with her choice..