When u r lonely, u certainly need someone to be your side... For some people, they couldn't stand the feeling of being lonely... being disconnected from friends... For me, this is the worst thing which i never want to face... Coincidently, someone also hate the feeling to be alone... This feeling of hatred against loneliness make us a good friend now...
Before this, that mean when form six started, we just a normal friend... That time, she still have someone to accompany her.. During school hours.. During recess.. or sometimes even after school.. For me, that period of time, we just friend... But after that, the boy who always accompany her left for a better future, which for me, i will never choose that road... hahaz...
So, after he left, she become a little more lonely than before... No more people accompany her... No more people eat with her in the canteen... Luckily still got some friends who still with her... including me... I am not very sure when i be so friend with her... Just i remember that, i start to pay a little more attention to her...
Ever since then, i kinda getting closer and closer to her... But yet recently, i received a bad news from her... She going to leave L6SP... I knew this long before, but still, it is a unbearable feeling... To see her leaving me... Far from where i can see her... uh-uhh... that is hurt... ( just like the chemical bond.. the bond will get weaker as the distance get longer and longer...) Aikz..
I HATE THIS FEELING~