* L.O.V.E *

Something happened for the very first time with you, my heart melts into the ground, and i found something true, i have fallen in love with you... Maybe you haven't realize it for the first time, neither do i.. For every couple, they all started with just a simple friend relationship. A little feeling at the beginning is enough to trigger the passion towards a person at the end... That what have happened on me... Hahaz..

Me and her started with just friend... Everyday go to school, meet each other, share along funny things... without my knowledge, she slowly gain a VIP place in my heart... (VIP is stands for Very Important People, not Very Important Pig ok??) hmm... i told 1838 at first... so i think she is the first one who know lu~

Erm... About the processes, lazy to write la... skip to recently la.. But first, i want to strongly state that me and her is not a couple now... (this statement is true until 1.36pm, 31st of August)
hehe... what she told me of course i can't write in here... She definitely will kill me de la...

She knew that the feeling i have towards her... Time is what she need i think... For me, there is no need to be rush... I only hope to see her happy lo everyday... (Every guy sure want to see his loved one to be happy la...) I can only tell you that everything i did for her just to win her heart la honestly... Maybe after anyone read this feel "cold" lor.. Sry lor.. but that what in my mind la..

Lastly, i just want to tell her that,

I promise you

I’m always there...
When your heart is filled
with sorrow and despair
I’ll carry you...
When you need a friend
I'll always be by your side...

what a wednesday night... ~

Actually this night is just like every nights before... Online-ing, chatting, watching tv, sms-ing... Almost every night, the same routine... The only thing which distinct this night from others is i writing this blog, which i seldom do in most time...

I don't have anything to say lor... Just going to write a few lines...

Just a few minutes ago, i was reading ah miao a.k.a 8537's blog. Hers blog are going to become a forum site already... A lot and a lot of comments were posted in each of the post... and the most recent post already have 7 comments.. hahaz.. But don't know she had read them or not lor.. One thing which is obvious is my english not as good as hers, and also 8837's english... So my blog would not be as interesting as theirs la... i wonder how they can write such a good english huh???

So, sorry for stopping right here la nah... i will edit this post later on.. Coz' kinda late already... Need to have a nice sweet sleep... hahaz.. so c yea...

Lonely = Need someone beside = Need LOVE???

When u r lonely, u certainly need someone to be your side... For some people, they couldn't stand the feeling of being lonely... being disconnected from friends... For me, this is the worst thing which i never want to face... Coincidently, someone also hate the feeling to be alone... This feeling of hatred against loneliness make us a good friend now...

Before this, that mean when form six started, we just a normal friend... That time, she still have someone to accompany her.. During school hours.. During recess.. or sometimes even after school.. For me, that period of time, we just friend... But after that, the boy who always accompany her left for a better future, which for me, i will never choose that road... hahaz...

So, after he left, she become a little more lonely than before... No more people accompany her... No more people eat with her in the canteen... Luckily still got some friends who still with her... including me... I am not very sure when i be so friend with her... Just i remember that, i start to pay a little more attention to her...

Ever since then, i kinda getting closer and closer to her... But yet recently, i received a bad news from her... She going to leave L6SP... I knew this long before, but still, it is a unbearable feeling... To see her leaving me... Far from where i can see her... uh-uhh... that is hurt... ( just like the chemical bond.. the bond will get weaker as the distance get longer and longer...) Aikz..

I HATE THIS FEELING~